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| So I'm really excited about getting back to NIU!! Only 6 days left! (hmm... maybe I should start packing!?!) LoL I guess I kinda forgot about that tiny little detail! Well that will have to wait until tomorrow, because now I'm going to bed, because I have to be up at the crack of dawn to go to Bloomington... Nighty Night!
XOXO,
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| Here is my new Live Journal... Hope ya like it!  | | |
| So if anybody wanted to make me the happiest girl in the world right now, they would find me a copy of Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography! I want that CD so bad, but I can't find it! Kmart in town never got it, and Ottawa's Wal-Mart is sold out!!! AHH I want that CD!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME FIND ONE!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| So only one month till I get to go back to Northern! I can't wait! This
year is going to be so awesome! We didn't get Jason for our CA., but oh
well... At least I know I won't have to put up with Krystal!! LoL
Priyanka had better be my roomie, or I will call that school and have
them straighten out everything! We sooo submitted a written request
that they said they would honor! I wish Sara were going to be there
with me again this year, it's just not going to be the same with out my
twin! Who will I go to Wal-Mart with at 3 am?! Who will I do craft
projects with?!
So I have decided to do the single thing for a while... I'm not going
to jump right into another relationship anytime soon. I'm going to get
to know guys better before I commit myself, this way hopefully I won't
get a broken heart again! I'm going to get an ideal of the perfect guy
for me, and stick to it! I won't accept anything but the best! (Not
that any of my ex's weren't) I just want to be happy! I want the whole
fairy tale, and Prince Charming!
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| I don't know what to say... I wish I were at school, I need my girls
right now, more than ever! Did I do or say something wrong? I don't
know! All I ever did was love him, and then bam, it's over. Just like
that. I haven't even gotten an explanation yet, which I will get
because I have some of his stuff, (including his house key he gave me
incase he was ever locked out!) Please just tell me what I did, so next
time, I won't make that mistake. I don't think you know how it feels to
have your heart just crushed all of a sudden, and then to not get a
reason on top of it. Yeah, I know that I'm going to school, and you're
moving to Dwight, but I was up at school when you first came to take me
out, and you got the job at Dempsey when we were just starting out
too... so I don't know what changed everything so suddenly. I'm not
going to be the girl who begs you to come back. I'm not that way. I'll
let you know that I do still love you, and I'm sure that a part of me
will always like you, but if you want to break-up, then that's ok to, a
relationship involves 2 people, and we have to both be happy. I want
you to know that I still do want to be friends... I know people always
say that to begin with, but I mean it! I'll still tell people to buy
their cars from you, I just handed out 2 of your business cards today
as a matter of fact, and that was AFTER you broke my heart. Please call
me or stop by or something, I just want to talk to you and be able to
figure out where things went wrong. I Love You Lucas! 
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